hacked.

let's not start this story the usual way.
long before you time?
no way.
anyhow, this story is about a little boy,
whos' collar is bound by green.
a pest he is, a machine indeed,
what oxymoronic combi can one actually be.
the time for appreciation floats around,
this boy so thickskinned, that he asked for something which he isn't, you see.
from small to big, thn big to damn big,
but, he shld just've settled with small, just like his pride.
two-faced he is, always oh-so-innocent,
but just beware of that blade which he hides beneath his set of yellow teeth.
a born leader indeed,
like ah nehs, all talk is what he does, when work, i rather not read.
he yearns to be like the unicorns, so proud, so much grace, so prestige,
but all he can do,
is just continue loving a dream.
'play on' indeed is what shakespeare says,
but dream on first,
and play on till u meet you meet your doom of destiny.

hoho! lock your doors, seal your windows, for i anon has got into this window. don't tell gabby, oh no don't, for i'll lose this privillege, and this mouth to speak.
guest blogger, out!

-anon

hey there..

really sry bout the things i rote the last time joshua.. anyway todae was finally the last day for the PSF interview and i heard dat the names will b out on dis friday.. My gosh i am so biting my knuckles.. o ya and i am suddenly worrying bout the post again as i hav a bad feeling of becomin a PL which is totally not wat i wan.. Darrick and Binni are being so secretive bout everything to do bout stepping up. i feel really guilty bout riting bout joshua.. i think i shall not rite bad things bout ppl again better go and apologise tmr.. my ulcer is lyk so hurtin now but anywat three more tests to go till i finally finish all the tests dis week.. i jus hope to get wat i hope to get in the future.. Signing off..
p.s. sorry again joshua..

sry..

sry for those rude comments.. Pls forgive me k.. Actually u r ok la jus dat i dun noe why i was so influenced go and rite bout dat..

my gosh!!

whew.. finally came back after ten thousand yrs of marching. my whole body is lyk suan and as i am talking to u all my hands are aching too.. Everythings bac to normal and todae "pregnant woman" was so funny.. He was lyk "Hello u all are so far away..." to the ppl marching in front of the VIP, who passes the GOH and colours party.. Everyone was aughin cause it was so bitchy and charles was so gd.. he scolded ahmad one of the mcs for AP.. dat ahmad is so fake, trying to read the script wif some fake accent and i was lyk "shut up mud!" wat was so funny was dat he pronounced engineering as INgineering.. stupid dog onli noe how to suc up.. i was so glad wen charles screamed at him. o ya and darren if u r out there reading this entry.. wat was the meaning of going whoaaaaaaa wen i messed sh's hair.. there is nothing unusual as he does it to me too and so do others.. i think u r going a little too far wif this teasing.. Joshua Lim.. my AGL was the subject everyone at the cafe was talking about. i used to think dat he was ok but after hearing stories about him being so malicious i think of him otherwise.. he is jus lyk ahmad.. both lyk to ask and ask and ask questions jus to suck up and can still say other ppl suc up.. haiz really pot calling the kettle black.. .. O ya and i feel so sad for shawn chang.. he was supposed to get best sec3 cadet and becom ACSM but the stupid rosai go and suspend him . now all his dreams and hard work are gone..... my class is really becoming some monster class.. anyway gotta go.. signing off

my day today...

back again onli to feel not too good. Firstly todae screwed up when they said that i could not go for the cheering as i didn't hav my pe attire and that the first priority was given to psfs.. i was quite disappointed as i wanted to cheer for the school but anyway i had piano lesson. then came coming n and i realised i haven studied well for tmr history test.. AHHHHHHHH.. k i wil study tonite.. things r actually oso looking brighter each day. i dun hav dat craziness to fight for the secretary post and all my assignments seem to b done well.. rosai is so funy. she always is the joke but neva realises it but goes why ah why ah.. ha ha.. okae la.. better go now or else i wil neva finish wat i set out to do......

todae

i really feel very relieved that darzie and binni really cleared the situation that i was feeling depressed bout the pass few days.. Phew.. Anyway i wen to some stupid chinese doctor todae and he was lyk u dun have enuf sleep bla bla.. so LAME.. i am really feelin quite scared bout the PSF thingy.. i jus feel scared dat i wun be able to make.. of course i wun die lyk its the end of the world but ill definately b depressed. o ya and i passed my 2.4km yea yea yea i was lyk i cant run and darren and wg my pacers were lyk go on u can do it.. thanx ppl 4 ur pacing support.. anyway gotta go now so many things and so little time.. Signing off bye..

hey ppl

finally im bac and posting.. my goodness u shld see the test lined for me this week.. o ya and the psf interview jus ended.. chao pa!!!! i scared i cannot get in but anyway i prefer to ttalk on something related to peer support.. dun noe why but binni seems to be so dao dis few day. actually it doen mean jus because i am shortlisted that he cannot talk to me. he siad soething on not being able to talk to me becos im a nominee for psf but we can stil talk bout other things wat!! Darrick oso seem so dao nowsadays he lyk xian xian dun wan to talk to me.. mayb dis psfish behavior is going a little too far.. i hope dat i get into psf as it is such a fun place to b in n it is really a place where u can grow as a real Lasallan leader. not that LLTC does not provide it.. o ya and thanx for the nice greeting and encouragements..

2weeks!!

Hey everyone, it has been 2 weeks since i entered into the land of internet.. LAME.. anyway.. the poneerin session which was held in honour of the SEc 3s was put in action on Saturday.. It was surprising dat daryl and rueben were so nice and the venture were surprisingly quiet and jus watching us. there was also no mingwei, no mark sng and no tianren.. no slackers and jerks hurrah.. We had so muc fun and daryl was lyk f f f all the time. Anyway if any sec 4 is out there, i would lyk to us how was last friday??? O ya and ap and stepping up is coming real soon.. i am so glad dat we r finally going to step up after almost 3 years of torture by various ppl. there is this jap show on sunday and next week is goin to b the last episode. so niccee. anyone who sees this rmb to catch it ahh.. 9.30 on sunday..

REAL FRENS
the past week, i was confused when SH told me about the other 3 big 4s not voting me as secretary. Aiya i really dun noe wat is goin on but since i hav gone to church regularly, i hav found myself not thinking abou this matter anymore.. as for real frens i really hav to think who r the real ones. this world is full of decieving ppl and ppl who dun really tresure frenships.. i must not b naive and gullible in this area of frenship.. Haizz.. Signing off..

heyhey...

Hello everyone, jus wan to tell everyone dat speech day is finally OVER (after lyk 2 days).. I was lyk almost dying with nervousness and then the two clowns (or shld i say the big 2) had to call my name...i was lyk shaking and Darrick stumped me when he asked me how many days a week would i lyk to spend on if i become a secretary. Jeremy and Daniel were yk jus say jus say and the question on do you hav a rival and wat makes u better than him was a really hot topic. Everyone started asking the same thing to ppl who had competitors for the same post.. (totally LAME..).. Haiz anyway i am not so worried bout this thing anymore and would wan to concentrarte on doing well in scouts and studies. Dat friday night, mr Ang was also so nice by bringing Darrick me and zong bing to pastamania which is lyk so ex.. Me and zippy felt Damn bad.. My mum is oso sick but she stil shout at me.. Nvm.. wo de ming jiu shi hen ku.. Dat daryl and rueben hendricks (ji look alike) should jus go n die. they should jus think more about their own life than toy aroun wif others. So KPO.. i was lyk havin a major gastric after scouts and they had to ask the AP contigent (which includes me) to march for them jus because they think we r not good enough.. Anyway andrew leung (melon) was also pissed wif them for saying the F word on his bday and pumping him.. Poor melon anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to melon (who probably doesn't noe i hav a blog existing in this human realm).

Warning

wil all cassandra's frens stop vandalising my blog if not u wil get it if i find out who you are!!!!!!!!!!

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u noe.. i neva feel lyk anyone is reading my blog but anyway it is a gd way to journal. i was really angry yesterday when a gd fren told me he was goin to compete for secretary. in a moment of anger and a sense of betrayal, i could onli cry to myself. howeva after thinking through, i realised that this is not mine yet and ppl do hav the right to fight wif me for it. i would lyk to apologise if u r reading it "to go for wat u think u wan to b. dun let me stop u as it is ur future." however i think dat j loi doesn wan me to b secretary.. aiya too confusing.. anyway i always hav a gd time in sch wif my gd frens but when i com home it is lyk terror.. so BORING BORING BORING...

p.s. if i dun get secretary, i wil cry if the person receives it in front of mayb my level of the unit...

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Hi jus wan to say dat it is really boring now and my mum is giving me work work and more work... Anyway tmr is Youth Day and there is NO SCHOOL!!!! Anyway the scout thing is worrying me less.. My church leader told me to fight but dun b involved in politics............ I am BORED TO DEATH!!!

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There are so many things goin on especially in Scouts!!! I really hope that stepping up will come quickly and that everyone wil hav finally have a peace of mind. Right now, i am really confused with the politics goin on. well although it is not as bad as zong bing's time when Viknesh so manupulatively asked twenty scouts to vote zippy as APL jus to get rid of his competition.. So jian!!!! I hate Viknesh and he shld stop intefering with the level.. Hey ppl (darren, sh and ben gan) thanx for bein wif me in dis twister of politics and thanx everyone out there who hav supported me in class and scouts.